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Sochne se kuchh nhi hota, hota h toh sirf kuchh karne se.aise hi ek kahani h joh bezubaan hokar kuchh kehti h Fil haal kuchh waqt hi bacha tha shwas rukne me, aisa lagta tha ki kuchh karne ya kehne k liye hi zinda ho. Ye Sidhharth tha, joh likhna chahta tha apni maut ki wajah...bezubaan labz me chhupi aisi dastan joh jine jyada maut ki aur khichti thi. Aaj 25th year pahle achhe khandan me janm hua.jine k liye joh chahiye woh sab kuchh tha. Maa thi pita the bhai tha aur Dadi bhi the aur kuchh kya chahiye. Me aur mere bhai dono ko achhi tarah se ,pyarse parvish ki thi.Jaise jaise bade hote the jindgi ko dekhne ki najariya badal rha tha . Me khul ke jina chahta tha. Har majburi se dur rhekar asan si zindgi jee lena chahta tha. me har pal khush rahta tha. Mann ko aur dil ko khushi mile ussi ko hi chunta tha.Meri zindgi Sabhi sima k paar zee rhi thi.aisa lagta tha ki Apne aap ko hi mohabbat hogayi ho,bus wahi duniya me jita tha jahan par khudko hasta hua pata tha, sukun se mehfus pata tha. Meri duniya thi kisi ko bhi dukh n ho aisa jina. Bus wahi thi meri zindgi..mere sapne ki zindgi... Par asliyat meri badal rhi thi.me jise dur bhagta tha , Jisko apne aap se judna nhi chahta tha..bus aisa lagta tha ki muzhe sochne se bhi darr lagta tha. Woh tha samaj me apne ko jud na .. Shadi karna . Meri har soch usse dur rhati thi par apne hi log ussi ke sath jodna chahte the.jaise asaman aur jamin ka milan karna ho.par kabhi nhi jud sakte dono. bus wahise hi mene apne aapse dur ho rha tha. Abhi tak ka safar mera apna tha par kuchh hi din me bhulna tha.Jab meri sagai(engage) huye tab se meri dastan badal rhi thi. Ye thi samaj ki rit ya jabar dasti joh apne hi muzhe marne par jugh rhe ho. Unhone meri soch meri zindgi aur meri har khwayish ko mar rhe the aur me bezubaan hokar dekh rha tha.tabse hi mera atma mar gaya tha aur sirf meri dhadkan aur shwas bachi thi.meri na hone k bavjud mera ristah jod rhe the.jisko muzhe pahanne ka tha apnane ka tha . Bus me ek kat putli hi ho gaya tha. Meri shadi hone wali thi sab log khush the par me hi ek joh apni zindgi ki maut par ro rha tha. Bus ek yahi h meri kahani joh aaj marne par majbur kar gayi .Joh kabki mar chuki thi aaj sirf is tan ko hi marna bacha tha. Ab me nhi rhne wala tha.aisa me kyu kiya woh toh mera dard aur meri ahmiyat janti h.Is atmhatya khat se mere dukh koh koi jan payenga par mene joh dekha h wahi merese juda ho gaya tha.jina toh chahte the par maut hi pasand aagayi toh use kyu naraj krte. Bus end me itnahi kahta hun. ""KHATM HAR DASTAN , JISKO MENE CHAHATHA, WOH MANJIL JISKO MENE DEKHI THI""